Desired by Mr Darcy: A Steamy Pride and Prejudice Variation by Claudia Lomond

Author:Claudia Lomond [Lomond, Claudia]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Amazon
Published: 2025-03-07T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter Nine

Darcy

Something was wrong.

He could not understand the change in Elizabeth’s demeanour. Last night had been intoxicating, the sweet stolen kisses igniting his soul. What had happened after, though another soul would never know, was his greatest shame. What a wretch he was, unable to control himself in a public room. Anyone could have stumbled upon him in his study, hand around his cock as though his life depended on it. He had been desperate in his search for relief, the stolen kiss igniting the passion he had tried so hard to quell.

Whatever had transpired between them last night had clearly affected Elizabeth, for she could scarcely look at him. She had kept her eyes firmly fixed upon the breakfast table, not even daring to look at him for a few seconds. The kiss they had just shared was devoid of any real passion, quite unlike any they had shared before. She must be angry at him; he was supposed to be a gentleman, and he had risked her reputation. He owed her a thousand apologies for his indiscretion.

He had to get out of this house. The walls felt oppressive, as they always did after a few days in London. He liked the city well enough, for there was an undeniable quality of art and culture within its bounds, but it lacked the freedom he loved so dearly of the countryside. If he were at Pemberley, he would saddle up his horse and ride for miles. Perhaps his temporary insanity, as he thought of his lust, was simply due to a lack of exercise.

He found Fitzwilliam and together the two decided a walk around Hyde Park was just the thing while the women busied themselves with dresses.

“Are you well, cousin?” Fitzwilliam asked as they began their walk. “I feel as though I have done nothing else but enquire after your health these past few days. I wonder what it is that has your disposition so changed.”

“I do not know what you mean.”

“Oh, come, we are as close as brothers. There is no hiding from me.”

“It is your fault; you put the idea into my head. I ought never to have done it. I had never considered such a…”

Fitzwilliam held up a hand.

“Hang on, hang on. Are you telling me you are in such a foul mood simply because you had a harmless fiddle with yourself?! Larks, man! Get a hold on yourself - well, I suppose I do not need to tell you twice.”

“Shut up,” Darcy grunted.

“It is natural! All that nonsense at school about how it would make you go blind, eternal damnation, blah blah blah. The army would turn your hair white, for there are for more sordid activities going on than that when the lights are out.”

“Stop it. It is not the act itself, but what I think of. I defile Miss Elizabeth to dishonour her in such a way.”

“Oh, pish posh. I cannot walk around in circles all afternoon while you debate the moral implications of a quick tug, Darcy, really I can’t.

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